When Stillness Becomes Observation
It is probably the most popular crystal and certainly one of the best known to the general public. Yet Amethyst is one of those crystals that, even after years of experience with crystals and their subtle energies, keeps on giving.
I’d be surprised if people on a spiritual development journey didn't have a piece of Amethyst in their collection. As I like to say, it is a ‘door opener’.
Because of its nature and unique vibrational qualities, Amethyst is one of those crystals that invites us to stillness. And when stillness comes, observation can begin.
It supports meditation practice, which, in broader terms, involves developing the capacity to bring our ‘monkey mind’ closer to stillness. The busy brain, constantly interpreting reality, predicting and protecting, can sometimes lead us astray from a clear perception of ourselves and our experiences. In my work with Amethyst, I have found its energy supportive of almost the opposite movement: towards stillness and balance.
Amethyst Through the Ages
Amethyst has been a companion of humanity for a very long time, appearing in the jewellery and traditions of ancient civilisations, including Egypt and Greece.
Its name derives from the ancient Greek amethystos, meaning ‘not intoxicated’. Amethyst was traditionally associated with protection against drunkenness, a belief reflected in the practice of wearing the stone in the hope of remaining clear-headed.
There is also a sixteenth-century poetic legend in which Diana (Artemis) transforms a maiden into quartz to protect her from Bacchus (Dionysus). Bacchus subsequently pours wine over the crystal, staining it purple.
Whether taken as history, legend or symbolism, I find the association with intoxication particularly interesting. Beyond its literal meaning, could we also become ‘intoxicated’ by the way we perceive ourselves?
Looking Within
I recently started a new journey with Amethyst, drawn to its supportive qualities during a process of change and transformation.
Over the last few months, I had begun to recognise that something in the way I perceived myself was limiting where I wanted to go. Almost like a program that had reached the limits of its current capacities, perhaps something needed updating.
If a new ‘identity’, or an updated version, was emerging, something old had to be released and let go of.
Was it an old belief system, or an old, limited self-perception?
I knew I had to look within, at the relationship I was maintaining with myself and the perception I was carrying of who I was.
Could that perception have become ‘intoxicated’ by a partial view of the ego? And could Amethyst support me in finding the stillness necessary to observe it more clearly?
Undergoing change, willingly or unwillingly, is not an easy process. The path can be marked by warning signs and detours. Our past experiences influence what feels familiar and safe, and when something begins to change, resistance can emerge.
I knew that whatever needed to shift was not simply a daily habit, although changes in habits might eventually follow. It was something deeper that required stillness and clarity.
I began looking at what I call the instinctual level of the self. Some traditions describe this as the ‘animal level’ of awareness, where our reactions can occur with very little conscious reflection.
We withdraw our hand from a hot pan almost immediately. Emotional reactions can feel equally immediate, although their origins may be more complex. Someone doesn't appreciate our work, for example, and before we have really considered what was said, we may already be questioning our own worth.
In my understanding of colour, this reactive quality aligns with one expression of red energy, which can also be associated with anger, sometimes arising as part of a protective response.
What Amethyst brings to the equation is violet energy, a mixture of red and blue.
The blue carried within violet offers a balancing quality to red. In my experience, it brought the detachment necessary to observe the story unfolding without immediately judging it.
Did I identify what lay in the depths of myself that needed ‘illumination’?
Not clearly.
Although I became aware that ‘something’ was limiting my future.
In my world, a limitation often sounds like the words could, should and would. And can't can play an even bigger part.
I began deliberately observing the language I was using, whether describing myself or my actions. In the stillness I experienced while working with Amethyst, I became increasingly aware of that inner dialogue, the not-so-silent voice that runs through my thoughts.
The feelings of those limitations were deflating.
I started looking for their physical expression and noticed that, in moments of doubt, my shoulders were hunching, my voice was softening and my speaking volume was becoming lower.
When Something Begins to Change
I began experimenting.
When I noticed my shoulders hunching, I would deliberately adjust my posture and feel the energetic difference. But I also observed the opposite: when I was doing something confidently, my shoulders and tone of voice naturally expressed something different.
It was interesting to observe how the relationship worked both ways.
As I became more aware of how the body ‘keeps the score’, I started playing with that relationship, almost tricking my brain back into feeling safe.
Have I discovered the new version coming up?
Not quite.
What I found, gradually, was a new tone of voice and a new assertiveness, with the body manifesting postural aliveness, almost like a newfound fire energy or a renewed passion.
These are qualities I have long associated with the empowering expression of red. Yet recognising them through my own experience, gradually becoming aware of how they were emerging, gave that knowledge a different meaning.
The blue hidden within the violet of Amethyst has brought trust and peace, which, in my experience, were necessary ingredients in this transformation process.
The process is still developing, but it is less scary or daunting; it feels less severe.
In alchemy, the transmutation of lead into gold offers a powerful metaphor for transformation. For me, it also speaks of wisdom.
Is Amethyst the mythological ‘philosopher’s stone’?
In my case, it was.
An old friend has made a comeback on my journey. It has opened the necessary doors for the journey to continue.
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